Pretty impressive that you know the difference between 이중인격 and 정신분열증 as it's not very obvious in Korean. We all know it's hard to talk about mental health because of stigma. Let me assure you that in Canada, there is no such thing as 'normal'. You seemed to be obsessed with the idea of being normal. It's alright to be sick for the time being. Korea is known for its rigid social hierarchy and the fear of failure is very real. Just remember that unlike Korea, Canada is what you make out of it. Please go and get professional help.
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